Toxic Family

Copy of The ugly truth about self love (2)

There comes a time when you start to analyze your family relationships and ask yourself whether they are fulfilling or not.  It’s painful to admit that certain family members are toxic and don’t always have our best interest at heart. You might have to make a decision whether to cut ties completely or maintain a relationship from a distance.

Speaking up about toxic family members is a very difficult. There’s an unspoken rule that some things are kept within the family. As a result we maintain unhealthy and unfulfilling relationships simply because you share the same DNA. But what’s the point of family if they aren’t compassionate, caring, understanding, kind and loving?

There’s plenty of conversations around toxic friends or partners but not enough about toxic family relationships. This is something I’ve been very reluctant to talk about because of the stigma I’ve placed around talking about family affairs publicly.  However I no longer believe people should be shamed for speaking their truth. I refuse to tolerate any abusive behaviour simply because we share the same blood. I don’t want to keeping hiding the fact that some family members have inflicted more harm than good and have negatively impacted my well-being. I came to the conclusion that if maintaining certain relationships means to compromise with own sanity and well-being then it’s not worth it. I know people close to me who are struggling with having toxic family members around them but feel obliged to put up with abusive behaviour.

For any one who’s currently stuck in a predicament where they feel obligated to put up with a family members abuse, i’m here to tell you that it’s not your responsibility to deal with their demons. You should not feel obligated to put up with abuse simply because they bear the title of your parent or have your last name.

4 things you should know about your toxic family:

1. If someone is abusing you they are not loving you. Love is not abusive. When someone is inflicting violence onto another, it is not a display of love. That family member may have treated you with care or could have even provided a roof over your head but that doesn’t excuse their abusive behavior. Bell Hooks summed this up in All About Love
bell hooks

2. Putting yourself first is not selfish.  You are not obligated to sacrifice your peace of mind for your family. It can be difficult to release the notion that we have to be self-sacrificial for our family members, having to put our feelings aside to maintain the family image. However by doing this you compromise your integrity and normalise dysfunction that should not exist in the first place. Sometimes family issues make life more difficult and stressful than it needs to be. If they are affecting your well being and put you in a negative space then you have a right to keep your distance.

3. Quit trying to change them if they don’t want to change. You might have expressed  to them that you don’t like the way they treat you but they still have not corrected their behaviour. You can tell someone to change plenty of times but they won’t until they make that decision to change themselves. It might be time to accept them for who they are and lower your expectations that they will change. By lowering our expectations we won’t be constantly hurt by their wrongdoings and we find peace with our circumstances.

4. You don’t have to carry the burden of their issues. People who inflict abuse onto others have typically been victims of some form of violence themselves. Whilst we should acknowledge the reasons why people inflict violence onto others and the fact that they’ve normalised that said violence, we must not excuse their behaviour when it’s detrimental to our own well being. You can emphasize and understand someone’s pain but it can’t come at the expense of your own happiness. That person has some form of agency and ultimately you’re not obligated to coddle someone who cannot recognize the depth of how their issues affect others around them.

Have you experienced a toxic family member?

What advice would you offer someone going through this dilemma?

I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Love Ash, xx


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15 responses to “Toxic Family”

  1. Wow, Ash! Homerun with this one. Excellent advice and just in time for the Holidays too.b

    1. Thank you so much for your words and taking your time out to read it! It’s definitely needed for the holidays 💜

  2. When I got married, I felt same toxic thing with my sister in law….she is very negative personality, and her vibes is not so good….I consistently gave her respect when she is in front of me in any family function….,but I try to avoid her as much I can, and moreover, I don’t tell any details of my life to her…I believe keeping distances from such person is always healthy rather than changing them or discussing their behavior. My husband also know that I am not comfortable with her so he also helps me lot to keep me away from her.

    1. Wow I’m sorry you’ve had to experience that but it’s good that your husband understands how you feel about her so he can support you in that sense. And Yes I think for our own sanity too keeping a distance is the best option instead of constantly exhausting ourselves trying to get someone to change when they don’t want to. I’m glad I’m not alone with that thinking as I’ve been told by other family members never to give up on toxic ones. However my well being comes first. Thank you for commenting! Hope you have a lovely day 💜

  3. This is excellent!
    You made a great point.
    In fact I believe family members are the ones that can really make your life miserable.
    People closes to you can make you most miserable

    1. I agree! That’s why the phrase “family first” or “blood is thicker than water“ doesn’t mean much to me anymore. Family can be so toxic to our well being and I refuse to let it happen simply because we share the same name. Thank you for taking your time out to read it 💜

  4. this a timely post. I have given mine in a poem version recently because dealing with this takes guts and understand their burden doesn’t have to be mine, great tips here and sometimes keeping my distance has helped also facing these fears head-on inside myself

    1. That’s so brave if you, and I love how words allows us to express experiences in different ways- yours through poetry. You’re right keeping a distance is helpful especially if you live with them& dealing with how you respond to them too. All the best on your situation 💜

      1. thank you so much, Ash and keep on posting those healing tips, we need them but no pressure 💕💕

  5. Very well written. Toxic family is tough to deal with. Bible says, “a mans enemies are those of his own household, Matt. 10:36. That’s something to think about. Great post!

    1. Yess very tough to deal with and living with them is even harder! That’s verse is so true. It’s sometimes our our family that cause us the most pain when they should be loving us. Thank you for sharing, it’s help and thank you for reading 💜

  6. Deeep I can relate to this one beautiful read

    1. It’s sad how many people can relate to this but hopefully we find peace with our situation. Thank you for taking the time out to read imthis 💕

  7. Great blog you have here.. It’s hard to find quality writing like yours these days.
    I seriously appreciate individuals like you! Take care!!

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